About me

My core principle is simple:

I believe in teaching what I have personally experienced.

Throughout my life, I have navigated the complexities of drug consumption, faced the aftermath of accidents, and dealt with the emotional turmoil of a marriage breakup. Additionally, I have lived through the impact of war and experienced the paradox of achieving financial wealth while grappling with emotional emptiness.

These moments—both the triumphs and the trials—have equipped me with valuable insights and knowledge that I am passionate about sharing with others. Because I have walked the path, I understand the struggles and victories that come with it.

This firsthand experience allows me to genuinely connect with and help those who are navigating their own journeys.

Have a look at my timeline to find out more below.

My life timeline

    • Birth in Conflict: Born during the war in Ireland into a middle-class family; father was a maths professor, mother a bank clerk.

    • Near-Death Car Accident: At age 8, involved in a car accident that nearly took my life.

    • Diving Board Accident: Suffered head trauma from a fall off a diving board around age 8.

    • Blackouts at School: Experienced blackouts during school, leading to hospitalization at age 8.

    • Dream of International Cricket Shattered: Faced setbacks that ended my dream of becoming an international cricketer.

    • Failed Exams and Expulsion: Failed all exams and was expelled from school.

    • Started Drinking and Smoking: Began drinking alcohol at age 13 and smoking cigarettes.

    • Passed All Exams: Eventually passed all exams.

    • Entered Banking: Found a way into the banking industry.

    • First House and First Love: Bought my first house, met my first love, and got engaged.

    • First Betrayal: Experienced my first betrayal in a personal relationship.

    • Increased Alcohol Consumption: Alcohol consumption escalated to extreme levels.

    • Bought Second House: Purchased a second house, often used for parties.

    • Dream Job: Secured a position at my dream company.

    • Started Using Drugs: Introduced to cocaine, ecstasy, and other drugs.

    • Power Clubbing: Entered a lifestyle of power clubbing.

    • Bought Third and Fourth Houses: Acquired a third house and then a fourth house.

    • Sports Cars and Achievements: Began buying sports cars and competing in top-level cricket and marathons.

    • Drug Use Escalates: Drug use reached an extreme level.

    • Hospitalization: Went to the hospital due to pancreatic problems (fourth hospitalization).

    • Drug Crisis: Drug use spiraled out of control, leading to suicidal thoughts.

    • Learning Thai Massage: Started learning Thai massage, influenced by a yoga teacher girlfriend.

    • Career Success but Drug Paranoia: Achieved career success but experienced extreme drug paranoia and health issues.

    • First Thai Massage Experience: Had my first experience with Thai massage and yoga in Scotland.

    • Resigned from Banking: Resigned from banking, sold houses and cars on the advice of a doctor-friend.

    • Moved to Tenerife: Started deep-sea diving in Tenerife, set up a company, bought a house, and learned Spanish.

    • Temptation of Past Life: Faced temptation to return to my past life with new company offers and pressure from competitors.

    • Met Cocaine Dealer: Encountered an international cocaine dealer.

    • Combined Diving with Drugs: Mixed deep diving with drug use.

    • First Open Water Experience: Experienced diving with whales and hammerhead sharks.

    • Yoga Practice: Started practicing yoga five times a week.

    • Round-the-World Diving Trip: Went on a year-long round-the-world diving trip.

    • Continued Substance Abuse: Continued using drugs and alcohol while diving.

    • White Shark Experience: Had a profound experience with white sharks in South Africa.

    • Death Experience: Faced a near-death experience with a shark and turtle in the Coral Sea, Australia.

    • Near-Death Dive: Nearly ran out of air at a depth of 60 meters during a birthday dive.

    • Yoga Journey Begins: Began my yoga journey, traveling to India to become a yoga teacher.

    • First Spiritual Teacher: Met my first spiritual teacher and received my first healing.

    • Sobriety: Stopped using alcohol and drugs in 2002.

    • First Spiritual Retreat: Organized my first spiritual retreat and learned Lomi Lomi.

    • Deepening Yoga Journey: Continued my yoga journey in India.

    • Met Influential Girl: Met a girl who guided me to leave Tenerife and sell my houses.

    • Moved to Innsbruck: Relocated to Innsbruck, Austria, without knowing German.

    • Yoga Teacher: Began working at Das Kranzbach as a yoga teacher and massage therapist.

    • Met Future Wife: Met my future wife in Innsbruck.

    • Shamanic Journey: Started my shamanic journey with teacher Victor Barron (Phoenix).

    • Car Accident: Experienced a car accident where the vehicle lost control on ice.

    • Job Offer at Lanserhof: Received a job offer at Lanserhof.

    • First Shamanic Course: Completed my first shamanic course.

    • Pregnancy Announcement: Girlfriend became pregnant with twins.

    • Marriage: Got married.

    • House Husband: Left Lanserhof to become a house husband as my wife worked.

    • Moved to Germany: Moved to Germany for support with the children.

    • Started Biking, Swimming, and Running: Began a healthy lifestyle regimen.

    • Mother-in-Law's Accident: Mother-in-law died in a freak mountain accident.

    • Bought House in Füssen: Purchased a house in Füssen, Allgäu.

    • Business Development: Developed a business focused on healing, yoga, and coaching.

    • Help for Children: Found help for my children to enable travel and work.

    • International Clients: Gained clients from Russia, China, America, England, and Austria.

    • Completed First Ironman: Achieved my first Ironman completion.

    • Transformation Centre Development: Developed a dream transformation center in Innsbruck, Corthea.

    • COVID-19 Pandemic: Faced the impact of the COVID-19 wave.

    • Health Diagnosis: Diagnosed with health issues due to deep diving, requiring a hip transplant.

    • Online Business Growth: Expanded my online business.

    • Deepened Shamanic Practice: Deepened my shamanic practice, began ice bathing, and enhanced breathwork.

    • Kids Ice Bathing: Introduced my kids to ice bathing and built a year-round ice bath.

    • Apnea Journey: Began an apnea journey with retreats abroad.

    • Marriage Issues: My wife decided to quit the marriage.

    • Return to Innsbruck: Moved back to Innsbruck.

Different Phases of my Life

1. Near-Death Experiences

Challenges I Face: Confronting mortality brought immense fear and anxiety. I struggled with the realization of what truly matters in life.

Lessons I Have Learned: I learned the importance of living authentically and appreciating each moment. It taught me resilience and the value of connection.

How I Can Help You: I can guide you in overcoming fears and embracing life fully. Through coaching, I can help you identify what truly matters to you and support you in living a more meaningful life.

2. Struggles with Substance Abuse

Challenges I Face: Battling addiction was a dark and isolating experience. I faced feelings of guilt, shame, and hopelessness.

Lessons I Have Learned: Recovery taught me about self-compassion, accountability, and the power of community. I learned that vulnerability can lead to strength.

How I Can Help You: I can provide a safe space for you to explore your challenges with addiction or unhealthy habits. Together, we can develop strategies for recovery and create a supportive environment for healing.

3. Spiritual Awakening

Challenges I Face: The journey to spiritual awakening was filled with doubt and confusion. I faced resistance from my past beliefs and lifestyle.

Lessons I Have Learned: I discovered the transformative power of mindfulness, meditation, and self-reflection. I learned to trust my intuition and embrace change.

How I Can Help You: I can guide you through your own spiritual journey, helping you explore mindfulness and meditation practices that resonate with you. Together, we can uncover your inner guidance and foster personal growth.

4. Career Transition

Challenges I Face: Leaving a stable career in banking was daunting. I faced uncertainty about my future and fear of failure.

Lessons I Have Learned: I learned that following my passion leads to fulfillment. Embracing change can open doors to new opportunities.

How I Can Help You: I can assist you in navigating career transitions, helping you identify your passions and align your career with your values. Together, we can create a roadmap for your professional journey.

5. Family and Relationship Dynamics

Challenges I Face: Balancing family life and personal aspirations was challenging. I faced conflicts and misunderstandings in my marriage.

Lessons I Have Learned: I learned the importance of communication, empathy, and setting boundaries. I discovered strategies for maintaining healthy relationships.

How I Can Help You: I can support you in improving your relationships and communication skills. Together, we can explore ways to create balance in your personal and family life.

6. Health Challenges and Recovery

Challenges I Face: Dealing with health issues was physically and emotionally taxing. I faced fears about my future and limitations.

Lessons I Have Learned: I learned the importance of self-care, listening to my body, and the need for resilience. I discovered the mind-body connection in healing.

How I Can Help You: I can guide you in developing a holistic approach to health and wellness. Together, we can create personalized self-care strategies that support your physical and emotional well-being.